The Forum does not let me upload the picture and I kept on getting errors.
So , I asked about my current health struggle. It has never been right about 2 years ago where I got stubborn reoccurring health issues and just as one wrapped up, the other one would start. I am a certified health worker in both main stream medicine and complementary and it seems even I couldn't get on top of it. Currently I have been trouble shooting the same problem for 8 months now and while I am getting somewhere, it seems be too slow and complexed and keeps on evolving into something new.
I generally don't divine about my health, as my knowledge sets can be working against it.
Anyway, the runes isn't tell me a rosy picture 🙁
For position :
1 ᚺ - Hagalaz - Hail - destruction, forced change, transformation, which according to the wax spread lecture that was one of the ' cursed' runes i could have pulled out for position one, a spoken curse
- ᛗ - Mannaz - Man - consciousness, intellect, social nature
- ᛉ - Algiz - Elk - Protection, Divine force
- ᛈ - Perthro - Rune Bag - chance, randomness, luck , but this was in REVERSE, so bad luck?
- ᚠ - Fehu - Cattle - wealth, growth, dynamic energy
- ᛚ - Laguz - Water - stream, process, intuition, trance, liquid, according to the video on wax spread its about dead/ cemetry water.
- ᛁ - Isa - Ice - slowdown, cooldown, stability, balance
So if we take 1-4 as type of negativity, There was some supernatural origin and its associated with a man with status . I am a bit unsure about what Algiz supposed to be, because when I pulled that runes i didn't feel bad and it was to to with protection/ divine. So unless some clergy person decided to curse me ( maybe by mistake, as the reverse Perthro), I might be thinking of maybe this curse just slipped through to my regular magical defence due to (ill luck).
5-6 is the source : Something to do with wealth and cemetery water-- was it just a contaminated medicine/ food because people cutting corners for growth ? I am not really sure. I did get a female energy when i pulled out fehu so if this was a person, it was a woman. ( which i can't think of one in my life at the moment, except I do have relative murdered in water more than a year ago)
- is how it came about; stability, balance.. I think there might be hidden jealousy that I don't know about and if that link of dead water REALLY HAS something to do with the dead distant cousins, then somehow I am cursed by their mom, because her father in law is an abusive POS who is always jealous of my father and his children, and we might have been used as an example to drive her into madness. ( The mom tried to kill herself and her children but she got rescued, so she is currently in Jail) . However, why was there a Man in the first role ?
I do have a very tight magical defence grid at home, but mostly only about the physical boundary of the property.
I do also have to note that my process was interrupted a few times , but I didn't want to re-do the reading, so...
HELP LOL
